... even though eliot spitzer is a grade A cock goblin. i loved jefferson's demonic eyes. america's founding fathers, now they knew how to insult somebody. wordsmiths and visionaries all.
now onto why i've been delinquent in my posting.
my small victories are getting smaller and smaller. it's amazing how little it takes to make me happy sometimes. but i'm not happy, and haven't been for years, which gets pretty depressing. the past few years has seen me constantly lower my expectations for what i want out of life and not getting any return on my investment. at the same time, i've slowly become more sure of who i am, and less willing to change. i'm pretty sure when that moment finally comes when i might have what my younger self would've wanted, my current self just won't care.
enough emo meta bullshit. even i'm getting put off by this crap. all i used to want was a challenging, rewarding job and a loving, beautiful wife. now all i want to do is play with my dog and fuck off.
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